I thought this would be a good place to vent my frustration. I thought it would be a fitting arena where I could lay down all my crazy thoughts and attempt to make some kind of sense out of them. Find the logic in the middle of all this chaos.

Evidently not.

The truth is I just want to sleep. Sleep sleep sleep. I don't have the energy or enthusiasm to try and sort out what's going on with me.

I haven't hit this level of despair in a very long time. I have no opinion, no feelings, and no regard. Towards anything.

I'm almost completely numb...and I just don't care.